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J Sumby's avatar

Such a great piece this!!! Totally sympathise with your frustration where there is something a lot less hot about this flat, liberal attitude to sexuality. A lot of the time, the shame is the fun part. Your piece kind of made me think that you cannot be proud of your desire (at least not straightforwardly). Like, to really desire something in that pained horny way, there has to be something (shame, morality) that is keeping you away. As soon as you enter this mindset that there is nothing to be ashamed of, that it’s all empowering, that it is only fictitiously degrading or dangerous or at odds with other aspects of yourself, it loses its pull. This has noticeably become problem for gay guys, where I think the pride mentality has been great for making open gay relationships a mainstream thing (which is unambiguously good and I have no desire to return to the dark ages), but maybe we have failed to figure out how to experience that young hot fiery desire for depravity in a social context which is suddenly telling us that our desire isn’t depraved and is in fact cool and IN. The band Model Actriz released an album a couple years ago which deals with that dark steamy gay shame in a very HOT and PRETENTIOUS way - highly recommend.

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L.A. Davenport's avatar

Brilliant piece, and nicely argued. I’m kind of taking something at random here but I think it’s a good example of what you are saying and caught my eye: “At the same time, there’s a definition of consent shoehorned into a workplace interaction and a line towards the end that confirms how we’re not supposed to think of BDSM as a patriarchal fantasy anymore because that’s old people shit.” I totally get that, but my question: if not that, then what meaning does BDSM have; or is that beside the point as it doesn’t have to ‘mean’ anything or point to anything deeper? And if that’s the case, do you think we’re living in a post-therapy world, in which we no longer look for underlying meaning?

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